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SO an update from last post. I talked to Chris, everything is good and we are still friends.
He was acting really weird today, and stuff. he had called me while he was at work and I asked him if he was ok and he said no and stuff, and I thought maybe he was thinking that he thought the same thing I did. So then I talked to him tonight and I asked if he was ok again and he said yea, and I was just like well because you were acting weird earlier and he told me he was thinking and stuff, and I said about what and he said you. I was like what were you thinking, and he told me that I really reminded him of his ex and that it scared him because he didnt want to put himself out on the line and me not do the same or try to pry me open and it back fire. SO I was like well here is the thing, Ive been praying about it and I know that its not what God wants for us to be together and I dont think it would work out and I dont want to hurt you and I just dont think Im supposed to be your wife. and I stopped and he was like ok, well are we still kool. and I was like yea we are. and he said ok and we kept talking...
that was it... it was easy.
Did I get my point across? I have now idea... but I pray I did.
We are kool, we are going to be friends and its never going to be anything more unless God wills it.
He isnt in the right Spiritual place and I know that. He believes things I dont and what not.
maybe God is going to use this as an oppurtunity for me to minister and teach him the Word of God, but I think friends and that is it...
I told my mom she said she was proud of me because I didnt fall for the first guy batted his eye lashes at me... which is probably more then I could say for most girls... esp. around here.
Anyway, God is using me and moving me!!! Praise HIS name FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!
~~DUH~~
He was acting really weird today, and stuff. he had called me while he was at work and I asked him if he was ok and he said no and stuff, and I thought maybe he was thinking that he thought the same thing I did. So then I talked to him tonight and I asked if he was ok again and he said yea, and I was just like well because you were acting weird earlier and he told me he was thinking and stuff, and I said about what and he said you. I was like what were you thinking, and he told me that I really reminded him of his ex and that it scared him because he didnt want to put himself out on the line and me not do the same or try to pry me open and it back fire. SO I was like well here is the thing, Ive been praying about it and I know that its not what God wants for us to be together and I dont think it would work out and I dont want to hurt you and I just dont think Im supposed to be your wife. and I stopped and he was like ok, well are we still kool. and I was like yea we are. and he said ok and we kept talking...
that was it... it was easy.
Did I get my point across? I have now idea... but I pray I did.
We are kool, we are going to be friends and its never going to be anything more unless God wills it.
He isnt in the right Spiritual place and I know that. He believes things I dont and what not.
maybe God is going to use this as an oppurtunity for me to minister and teach him the Word of God, but I think friends and that is it...
I told my mom she said she was proud of me because I didnt fall for the first guy batted his eye lashes at me... which is probably more then I could say for most girls... esp. around here.
Anyway, God is using me and moving me!!! Praise HIS name FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!
~~DUH~~