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Jun 25, 2007 23:31

Kindness goes a long way. Sometimes we need a little kindness in life to show us that life isn't all bad. Thankfully there were a few. Went into Vons tonight to get some ice cream, been craving it for a while and thought it was about time, the register boy (emphasis on boy, he looked pretty young) gave me a little discount on my ice cream and vitamin water. Tried to hit on me too, but I just wasn't feeling it and left. Put a smile on my face though.

I was talking to my mom and it's kinda decided. After May 2008, I'm going to move back to Hawaii. I'm going to stay home for a year or two to help my mom out by living with her and taking care of my nephews. Granted that I won't be able to find a teaching job down there because there are no available music teaching jobs in Hawaii. If any, they're gonna go to my other friends who happen to also be music ed majors. It's ok though, I can easily get a job in Hawaii. The power of connections and family ties.

At first, I saw that going home would place me back on my plans, but then later realized that this is a chance to really take my break. To fully recharge, to get the full R&R in the sandbox that I've so desperately needed. I may come back to Vegas after that time to teach, or go ahead with the California plan. Everything is still up in the air, which I hate, but I'm not gonna go without a plan. A plan will eventually come up, I still have time. Most of all, I didn't want to feel as though I wasted time up here. My mom assured me that I didn't, that she's glad that I went to school up here to gain a different perspective, live my own life, started a clean slate, experiencing life and all that jazz. She really wants me to come home. Deep down inside, I've been wanting to go home for a long while.

Things will work out and things will definitely lo
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