please just pull the plug, and cut the chord..

[admittothetruth]

Wow, its been a while since I've updated eh? What have I been doing this summer? Good gracious okay. So I'm not moving, not sure if I posted that earlier. Either way, I'm still in RI thats quite apparent. The beginning of this summer I ran into an extremely old friend from Anytown, Corrinne Almeida and since that glorious day we've been best friends. Since I've met Corrinne I've also met dozens of others but one really sticks out in my mind Ms. Elle Cross. She also is my new found best friend. Yes, thats right ladies and gentlemen, my best friends are girls!! I must say it's a nice nice feeling. Billy left in July for bootcamp. I really wanted to wait for him, but I just couldn't. I didn't have it in me. So it tooks me a little bit, but I started feeling much much better. Corrinne and I went on so many adventures this summer, Providence like every night, Goth night, Boston several times, Senior picture day was an adventure in itself, and who could forget the Last Dispatch show!! As for Elle, even though I've only known her not even 2 months yet, from the time we met we clicked instantly. I'm not used to having this much trust in 2 people at once, so fast, and that are female no less! Hmm, having a bit of a writers block, possibly because I never usually post a string of events in here, more so feelings if I happen to be upset or something. Right now, I'm pretty content with life though. ::knocks on wood:: I have these 2 amazing wonderful 100% trustworthy best friends. And even though they live 45 minutes away, it's been the most wonderful summer ever with them. Among them, I've made sooo many new and awesome friends from all over. I'm leaving the 23rd to go to San Diego as usual, but this time to look at colleges and I have a trip planned in November to go visit Chaminade University in Honolulu, Hawai'i!! The love department of my life has been slow when it comes to finding any boys that will actually work out and not last a week. Good things come to those who wait, right? This summer I've been just jumping into everything since Billy left, hoping to fill some sort of void in my emotions maybe? But I've learned my lesson. With Senior year approaching and all the extra stress of college and money, I definitely can't keep up with boys. Friends, I like friends, and if friends turns into more..well awesome for that, but no more searching for me! Well, I suppose I should come to a close, just want to throw a quick update at you guys. Maybe now that school is coming, I'll be at home more and update a little bit more frequently.

Tj Russo, I miss you tons and tons. Glad you're safe in NC and that you're enjoying yourself. Keep your head up and please email me soon. I would love to hear from you directly..just so I don't have to live post to post on your LJ to know how you're doing! I love you boy.

Take care,
<3 Jamie

Oh I almost forgot!!! www.purevolume.com/starsoversatellites Check them out right quick! In case you failed to read the site also they have shows coming up soon

August 17- The Living Room
August 20 - North Smithfield VFW (I think that's what it's called?)
Sept 9 - Club Crannel St in Poughkeepsie, Ny with Acceptance and some other awesome bands
Sept 24 - Vision Nightclub in Saugus, Ma