Sep 25, 2005 21:06
I'm having a weird time.
Neither here nor there.
Where will I be next year?
Will I be in Perth or will I be in Melbourne?
Where will I work? Sir Charles Gairdner Hospital or The Alfred.
Will my family and friends be a few kilometres or several thousand kilometres away?
Maybe I will move out of home to live in Nedlands or maybe I will find a roof to live under in St Kilda or Prahran in Melbourne.
I have two more lectures and I don't really feel like a student but I'm not a graduate.
I have started to see myself as a nurse but I am not yet licensed as a Registered Nurse (I already have a SCGH ID tag that says "Lyall Furphy Registered Nurse").
I don't feel a connection with my University but I still have to attend lectures and sit exams.
I cannot make a decision until I have been offered a job in Melbourne and I have to wait until 24/25/26 October to find out if the Alfred wants me to be one of their RNs.
Committing to anything without some certainty is hard.
future,
job,
weird,
life,
nursing