so nick cheated on me

[adk_911]

he slept over this girl louise's house
the one he hooked up with when she came here last year
and shes actually a lesbian
but they took it upon themselves
to sleep in the same bed
and cuddle
he even tried to kiss her

he's also getting drunk everynight
and like smoking cigarettes?
which is very nick of nick isnt it?
no.

then i get broken up with
isnt that ironic
he never even wants to see my face again
and i did nothing to the boy
i did not a single thing
but tell him it was okay that he cheated on me
i told him it was fine
just to wait till he got back
that it didnt matter
id sitll love him
and he still wants nothing to do with me

the one boy i actually love...

fuck france.
fuck this person he has become
because i know nick
and nick cant even say a mean word to anyone
let alone me.
of all people

its just not him
it cant be