as dull and weird and a freak to everyone i know, i am actually going to explode with life, happiness and love. i love everyone and everything right about now. i am just overwhelmingly happy. happy with my messy room, happy with how behind i am, happy at how independent i feel, and just generally happy. i love people i hate as much as i love people that i love. i am on equal terms with everyone irregardless of the terms they are on with me and it is great.