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Well im in wesconsin, i really should go to bed like NOW. but i wanted to update and tell you all whats going on. I've been watching tons of movies this week. and every movie i watch i seem to relize how more and more pathetic my poor little life really is. it sux. and i see all these dramas that have happy endings and they all fall in love and live happy ever after but that isn't how it is in the really god damn world. life sux, and that it just how it is. things cant always work out the way you want them too. I mean people do change, people do move away, and people forget about you, if you like it or not. the only thing that makes life livable is the good times. and there has to be good times, to make up for all the aweful things that DO happen. and dont think you can hind from them. they will find you. the love of your life will someday break up with you and you just have to deal. and some may never even be that lucky. can you imagine finding the love of your life and then you cant even be with them? wow, i just dont think i could take it. well if you cant tell love is on my mind at the current moment. i guess im starting to think i may never find someone that cares about me ever again. now i know thats not true, but im starting to loose all hope. i wish i could just give up and be like screw it i give up, but i cant. idk.....well im getting really tired and i have a BIG BIG day tomorrow. i miss you all and i will see you soon. Band camp, here i come.
this so called LIFE....why cant I find him, whoever he may be?
this so called LIFE....why cant I find him, whoever he may be?