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wow, its been such a long time. i really miss reading everyones journals, and i specially miss telling you all my great ideas and thoughts. and dont you even tell me they aren't great cuz damn it i think they are. lol. but my computer has been down in the dumps and it wont bring up the internet. i think the internet broke up with it, so now it doesn't want to have n e thing to do with it. But i also have so much going on in my life right now. Guess what?!?! im only going to spend 8 days at my house this month. isn't that kick? o and by the way i say things are kick instead of kick ass now. so deal. n e wayz... im so happy that im spending so much time away from home. truthfully i hate it there, but you all knew that. right now my love life sux. i like this one guy, and he used to like me, but now i havn't talk to him in a while so i dont know whats going on in his head. and then there is this other guy that i think about ALL the time, but I know i can never have him (even though I used to think i could) so I just gave up. n e wayz, its all screwed up so i think as of right now i give up. and my thought is of the moment that no1 loves me. and i dont mean my friends because i know they do, but you all know what im talking about. that boyfriend girlfriend love. its just different. well i guess i just miss feeling like im special to someone. ok ok ill shut up. i know you are all like, wow i really dont care. hehe. well maybe my computer will get fixed soon. idk, what i do know is im leaving sunday for wesconsin and not comming back until the next saturday. and guess what? that gives me a whole day at home to unpack and pack and then it is off to band camp. woot woot. no family life for me. hehe. well im sure ill miss them some time or another. or maybe not, ill prolly just miss my bed, no im jk. well i gtg. i miss you all and maybe ill be able to write while im up in wesconsin. well im out.
this so called LIFE....do you miss the way it was?
this so called LIFE....do you miss the way it was?