Does it make you feel alive?
such emo emo times lately... even ash is emo... kinda scary. the new limp bizkit cd came out finally its badassssss. I have a job but i still dont make enough to make the ends meet... id like to have enough money to have fun on the weekends and still pay all my billz.
i got in a fight with some one i love this past weekend it was weird... usually when i get into an argument and raise my voice the person im arguing with they will raise their voice back... she didnt tho she started crying and when we got back to her house she said that she only wished she had someone that loves her and doesnt just wanna fuck her.
Id like to think that could be that person but im sure it will never get through to her head, and that makes me a fool. Meh... alls i can do is continue on... being the fool who never gives up.... be the most dependable person she knows... while everybody else blows her off...
I feel weird that i rarely see my parents... they fuckin leave me at home and go to places like Red Lobster on the weekends... how come we never went to fuckin red lobster when we were together as a family? Go the fuck ahead and spend more money now that im not with you.. spend all the money you say you dont have... waste your money like you tell me not to do... internal family hypocrisy is the best kind.
i got in a fight with some one i love this past weekend it was weird... usually when i get into an argument and raise my voice the person im arguing with they will raise their voice back... she didnt tho she started crying and when we got back to her house she said that she only wished she had someone that loves her and doesnt just wanna fuck her.
Id like to think that could be that person but im sure it will never get through to her head, and that makes me a fool. Meh... alls i can do is continue on... being the fool who never gives up.... be the most dependable person she knows... while everybody else blows her off...
I feel weird that i rarely see my parents... they fuckin leave me at home and go to places like Red Lobster on the weekends... how come we never went to fuckin red lobster when we were together as a family? Go the fuck ahead and spend more money now that im not with you.. spend all the money you say you dont have... waste your money like you tell me not to do... internal family hypocrisy is the best kind.