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"Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead but when you're young, one hour can change everything."
- one tree hill
Ever since January 9th my life has changed, thrown upside down and shaken around. "Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life?" it took about a second to change mine, a second for what happened to chris to change the life of every person he loved and the life of the people who loved him to be totally changed forever. and there isn't much we can do for that right? change is inevitable. Today in chem it kinda hit me all over again that it just doesnt feel the same with out chris sitting there, like he was once in that chair making fun of kilroy, smiling, and joking, and suddenly it's just an empty chair.. I know it is just a chair but to have been graced with such an amazing person like chris, is a once in a lifetime encounter, and just knowing all those good times we've had, every laugh we've had together was just an all around good time, which makes me smile but also hurt at the same time because i know i was blessed to have met someone as amazing as chris, but the fact that he had to be taken from our lives is an undescribable feeling almost like there's a hole missing inside of you, where chris was that part of you, the part of you that helped you and made you a better person, but without him, i feel not as empowering or even whole knowing he won't be with us again on earth. only in the heavens. And i might be selfish to want him back but i know chris has changed my life forever, and he will always have a place in my heart. I also know for a fact, that going through life, even though we're only 16/17 i will never meet anyone like chris ever again, he just had that spark about him that made people feel good which is a very rare quality to have. One in a million <3
Christopher Cornelius Caiazzo - forever in my heart. always & forever <3
- one tree hill
Ever since January 9th my life has changed, thrown upside down and shaken around. "Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life?" it took about a second to change mine, a second for what happened to chris to change the life of every person he loved and the life of the people who loved him to be totally changed forever. and there isn't much we can do for that right? change is inevitable. Today in chem it kinda hit me all over again that it just doesnt feel the same with out chris sitting there, like he was once in that chair making fun of kilroy, smiling, and joking, and suddenly it's just an empty chair.. I know it is just a chair but to have been graced with such an amazing person like chris, is a once in a lifetime encounter, and just knowing all those good times we've had, every laugh we've had together was just an all around good time, which makes me smile but also hurt at the same time because i know i was blessed to have met someone as amazing as chris, but the fact that he had to be taken from our lives is an undescribable feeling almost like there's a hole missing inside of you, where chris was that part of you, the part of you that helped you and made you a better person, but without him, i feel not as empowering or even whole knowing he won't be with us again on earth. only in the heavens. And i might be selfish to want him back but i know chris has changed my life forever, and he will always have a place in my heart. I also know for a fact, that going through life, even though we're only 16/17 i will never meet anyone like chris ever again, he just had that spark about him that made people feel good which is a very rare quality to have. One in a million <3
Christopher Cornelius Caiazzo - forever in my heart. always & forever <3