the singer 10/
PAIRINGS: Akihito x Asami
RATING: G
WARNINGS: it's kind of sad...
DISCLAIMER: Yamane Ayano owns recognizable Viewfinder characters
ideea from
k_tina21
SUMMARY: Akihito got his dream job singing at Club Sion, he also got Asami as his lover, but when all is going well... something has to go wrong...
AN: i don't know where this came from... i was just listening to some music and i just started to write...
also i know there are a lot of lyrics... but please read them all and listen to the songs... it will make you understand better what Akihito is feeling... it explains a lot better than i could put it into words
My eyes are painted red
The canvas of my soul
Is slowly breaking down, again
Today I heard the news
The stories getting old
When will we see the end?
Of the days, we bleed, for what we need
To forgive, forget, move on
Cause we've got
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
The writing's on the wall
Those who came before
Left pictures frozen still, in time
You say you want it all
But whose side you fighting for?
I sit and wonder why
There are nights, we sleep, while others they weep
With regret, repent, be strong
Cause we've got
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
Just you and I under one sky
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
Was the song Akihito chose to sing.
It was in tandem with what and how he felt.
Earlier that night he learned that Asami might have a child with one of his ex-lovers.
He wished it wasn’t true.
How could he ever compete with something like that? With a woman that was expecting a child. Asami’s child.
As much as it hurt the answer was simple: he couldn’t.
He would have to leave Asami. He had to.
As much as he loved the older man, he could never take a child’s father away.
His heart was crying. But he couldn’t.
He had a job to do.
So he kept on singing.
Is anybody out there?
Is anybody listening?
Does anybody really know?
If it’s the end of our beginning,
A cry
A rush
From one breath
Is all we’re waiting for
Sometimes the one we’re taking
Changes every one before
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
Sometimes we're holding angels
And we never even know
Don't know if we'll make it,
But we know,
We just can't let it show
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
Yeah, letting go
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go.
He ran away.
He just couldn’t stay and listen to Asami trying to explain.
He couldn’t look at the woman.
The woman that was bearing Asami’s child.
No, he just couldn’t do that.
So he ran.
And he hid.
He hid where he felt safe.
In his songs.
I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
And I'm tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it's coming down, down, down.
I'm not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I'm missing way too much
So when do I give up, what I've been wishing for.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it's coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can't find another way around
And I don't want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it's coming down, down, down.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why, it's coming down, down, down.
And that is how he felt - down.
He thought that, finally, he had found the man he could love, the man that would love him back.
He thought that he, they could be happy.
But this had to happen.
A child.
Akihito could never just leave Asami.
But he also couldn’t leave a child without his father.
He was torn between what he wanted(Asami) and what he knew was right.
Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again...
This last song was for himself.
He knew he had to leave the man.
The decision tore at his hear.
But it was the right thing to do, so he will do it.
He will get over it. Eventually. Maybe in a couple of years. Or even more. As long as it will take.
Tears started to run down his face.
Akihito exited the stage.
He couldn’t sing anymore.
He just cried.
‘Please be strong my heart.’
RATING: G
WARNINGS: it's kind of sad...
DISCLAIMER: Yamane Ayano owns recognizable Viewfinder characters
ideea from
k_tina21
SUMMARY: Akihito got his dream job singing at Club Sion, he also got Asami as his lover, but when all is going well... something has to go wrong...
AN: i don't know where this came from... i was just listening to some music and i just started to write...
also i know there are a lot of lyrics... but please read them all and listen to the songs... it will make you understand better what Akihito is feeling... it explains a lot better than i could put it into words
Click to viewMy eyes are painted red
The canvas of my soul
Is slowly breaking down, again
Today I heard the news
The stories getting old
When will we see the end?
Of the days, we bleed, for what we need
To forgive, forget, move on
Cause we've got
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
The writing's on the wall
Those who came before
Left pictures frozen still, in time
You say you want it all
But whose side you fighting for?
I sit and wonder why
There are nights, we sleep, while others they weep
With regret, repent, be strong
Cause we've got
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
Just you and I under one sky
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only one
Only one
Was the song Akihito chose to sing.
It was in tandem with what and how he felt.
Earlier that night he learned that Asami might have a child with one of his ex-lovers.
He wished it wasn’t true.
How could he ever compete with something like that? With a woman that was expecting a child. Asami’s child.
As much as it hurt the answer was simple: he couldn’t.
He would have to leave Asami. He had to.
As much as he loved the older man, he could never take a child’s father away.
His heart was crying. But he couldn’t.
He had a job to do.
So he kept on singing.
Is anybody out there?
Is anybody listening?
Does anybody really know?
If it’s the end of our beginning,
A cry
A rush
From one breath
Is all we’re waiting for
Sometimes the one we’re taking
Changes every one before
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
Sometimes we're holding angels
And we never even know
Don't know if we'll make it,
But we know,
We just can't let it show
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
Yeah, letting go
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
[Chorus]
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go.
He ran away.
He just couldn’t stay and listen to Asami trying to explain.
He couldn’t look at the woman.
The woman that was bearing Asami’s child.
No, he just couldn’t do that.
So he ran.
And he hid.
He hid where he felt safe.
In his songs.
I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
And I'm tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it's coming down, down, down.
I'm not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I'm missing way too much
So when do I give up, what I've been wishing for.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it's coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can't find another way around
And I don't want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it's coming down, down, down.
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why, it's coming down, down, down.
And that is how he felt - down.
He thought that, finally, he had found the man he could love, the man that would love him back.
He thought that he, they could be happy.
But this had to happen.
A child.
Akihito could never just leave Asami.
But he also couldn’t leave a child without his father.
He was torn between what he wanted(Asami) and what he knew was right.
Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again...
This last song was for himself.
He knew he had to leave the man.
The decision tore at his hear.
But it was the right thing to do, so he will do it.
He will get over it. Eventually. Maybe in a couple of years. Or even more. As long as it will take.
Tears started to run down his face.
Akihito exited the stage.
He couldn’t sing anymore.
He just cried.
‘Please be strong my heart.’