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I am a most terrible person because I am not true to me.
Though ignorant because I don't know what is involved in being true to me.
I don't know anything about me.
If I put even half the energy I spend keeping up...appearences? That doesn't seem right, but I whole heartedly feel that I'm not being sincere in anything I do. It's become second nature to do it though....it's beginning to take its toll on me.
I am becoming a petty, surly, regressed girl with a mouth full of pointless lies.
Or truths that I treat as untruths.
I just don't get it.
I don't get me, and I don't know how to change things.
Though ignorant because I don't know what is involved in being true to me.
I don't know anything about me.
If I put even half the energy I spend keeping up...appearences? That doesn't seem right, but I whole heartedly feel that I'm not being sincere in anything I do. It's become second nature to do it though....it's beginning to take its toll on me.
I am becoming a petty, surly, regressed girl with a mouth full of pointless lies.
Or truths that I treat as untruths.
I just don't get it.
I don't get me, and I don't know how to change things.