Sometimes, I worry myself.

[adeina_rhyddha]

Title: Where Did I Go Wrong?
Pairing(s): Arthur/Merlin.
Warnings: Character death ( main character death ), angst, a mention of sex. The most depressing piece I've written so far, by a long shot.
Spoiler(s): Vague ones, but nothing major. 
Word count: 2561.
Rating: PG-13.
Summary: I don't really want to give too much away, so I'll just say it's Merlin

Comments

[mybrainsrmush]

OhmyGod you've done it again.
And i love you for it :P

It so heartwrenching but beautiful and agh.
I dont know whether to read it again or lock it away in the back of my mind.
Lol

:D
-smishes-

[adeina_rhyddha]

I've done what again?
Wrote a whole load of waffle?
Why you'd love me for that, I don't know, but there you are.
Aw.
Thank you. I'm glad you liked it.
It was depressing, though, wasn't it? Sorry about that.

[obscurepixie]

that was...beautiful. i think you may have just killed me inside. our poor boys and especially poor merlin =[

[adeina_rhyddha]

Aw, thank you. I'm glad you liked it.
Oh no! I'm sorry. =[
I feel bad for killing your inside. =[
I have this terrible thing where I make one of them suffer, sorry. I don't know why I do it.
Btw, I love your icon. It's lovely. x3

[adeina_rhyddha]

Oh, no! Don't cry.
And your icon! Colin's sad face!
I'm sorry I made you cry. ='[
I feel bad now.
I'm glad you liked it, though. Thanks for the comment.
( I can't believe I made you cry. =[ )

[adeina_rhyddha]

Aw, thank you. I'm glad you liked it.
I figured that since it was Merlin reflecting on their relationship, he'd look at some of the milestones, like their first meeting and the stuff with the poison. Y'know? Maybe not. My mind is a strange place, after all.
I was writing something totally different at the time. I'd read a fic somewhere else in second person and thought I'd like to try that, but then I ended up writing it first person, as one person pretty much talking to another. I don't quite know how I ended up writing it, or where the idea came from, I just sat and typed, and it came as I went along.
Aw, thank you. I appreciate that. x3

[woodsgal]

What do you mean this was just rambly, bleugh and unemotional.

It was a nice outline of their lives, very emotional and it's good that you left their romantic relationship for a long while and there was something else but you just distracted me into forgetting XD.

Ummm very good though, nice angsty piece.

[adeina_rhyddha]

It was rambly and bleugh. I never said it was unemotional.
Well, obviously the romantic bit comes series three, am I right? Of course I'm right. I am always right, and when I'm wrong...I'm right. x3
Anyway, I so did not distract you.
YOU WILL GO TO HELL FOR THE BLASPHEMY YOU SPOUT.
And I shall go to Ireland. >=]
Thank you. I'm glad you liked my ramblings.

[woodsgal]

*Coughs* you didn't say it was unemotional huh!

You: IT'S NOT EMOTIONAL, IT IS A DRAMATIC MONOLOGUE. A DRAMATIC MONOLOGUE IS LITERATURE SPEAK FOR RAMBLY AS ANYYTHING

I REST MY CASE!

XD I'M ALREADY GOING TO HELL...FANGIRL HELL AND NICE TO SEE YOUR PRACTICING YOUR FAKE CHRISTIANITY ALREADY!

I shall join you in Ireland and go exploring the fairy trails and stuff as MAGIC IS TOTALLY REAL OKAY!

[adeina_rhyddha]

...
Dayum. Did I really say that?
...
Silly me!
But that's what a dramatic monologue is literature speak for! Honest!
YOU WILL NOT GO TO FANGIRL HELL FOR THAT BLASPHEMY.
AND I SHALL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT I TAKE MY FAKE CATHOLISM VERY SRSLY. I BELIEVE IN THE TEACHINGS OF CATHOL AND EVERYFAN.
OF COURSE MAGIC IS REAL. JUST LIKE DRAGONS AND UNICORNS ARE.