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soo.
got beat to shit this morning...
left.

hung out with karyn all day.
i missed that kid soo much!!!

got a tat.
made a new friend.

got beat down once again when i returned home.

everyone says...
if you know the truth...
then nothing else matters.

but no one likes being accused...

especially when some of the matters at hand are things they had no clue existed.

once again.
im the scape goat.
the pin cushion queen.

its happened before...
and im sure itll happen again.

i might as well just except my place in life.

i just think its funny...
because everyone is saying to just talk it out.
my problem is the other party doesnt care to listen.

and im sure that now when any little thing goes missing...
all fingers will point to me.

im obviously a clepto.

i will make ammends for the things ive actually done.
i will return the things i actually took.
2 bottles of mgd...and a borrowed bowl.

thats it.
i refuse to pay for things that i have not taken....
i refuse to be at fault for things you may have misplaced...
im sorry if youre paranoid.
thats not my fault.

i just feel the entire situation is retarded.
and i dont appreciate my name being dragged through the mud.

well...
ive nothing to do...
and everyone is busy...
so i guess ill go hide...
oh i mean im going to bed.

see cuz now i have a full time job.
so by the time certain people get home at all hours of the nite...
im usually sleeping.
but i could totally see how that would be hiding.
yup.