hmm...
where to begin.
basically...
according to karyn...
im a stupid girl.
and everything im doing is normal...
or something along those lines.
but yeah...
it needs to stop.
im retarded...
and i picked up the phone.
as apposed to screaming at him...
i say hello nicely...
and he begins to speak.
he tells me im wonderful...
and that he made the biggest fucking mistake of his life.
and that he will do anything to get me back.
we talked for quite some time.
then a few hours later...
he right back to normal.
soo basically...
im just going to smoke myself silly....
cuz it seems as if thats the only time i dont care about him.
i need a nice distraction.
good news...
i got a sweater from work as a christmas gift...
and i get paid on friday:D
despite everything ive been through lately...
im excited about christmas.
mom actually invited me to christmas eve...
through david....
but still..an invite is an invite...right?
aside from that i actually get to give gifts this year.
well...i actually have the money to buy gifts this year.
ok heres whats gonna go down.
from now on....
everyone say that i moved to virginia to live with my sister.
then i wont have to worry about him ever talking to me again...or seeking me out.
ya know?
this is to long...
and i have to pee...
sooo....
catch ya on the flip side.
(who says that?)
basically...
according to karyn...
im a stupid girl.
and everything im doing is normal...
or something along those lines.
but yeah...
it needs to stop.
im retarded...
and i picked up the phone.
as apposed to screaming at him...
i say hello nicely...
and he begins to speak.
he tells me im wonderful...
and that he made the biggest fucking mistake of his life.
and that he will do anything to get me back.
we talked for quite some time.
then a few hours later...
he right back to normal.
soo basically...
im just going to smoke myself silly....
cuz it seems as if thats the only time i dont care about him.
i need a nice distraction.
good news...
i got a sweater from work as a christmas gift...
and i get paid on friday:D
despite everything ive been through lately...
im excited about christmas.
mom actually invited me to christmas eve...
through david....
but still..an invite is an invite...right?
aside from that i actually get to give gifts this year.
well...i actually have the money to buy gifts this year.
ok heres whats gonna go down.
from now on....
everyone say that i moved to virginia to live with my sister.
then i wont have to worry about him ever talking to me again...or seeking me out.
ya know?
this is to long...
and i have to pee...
sooo....
catch ya on the flip side.
(who says that?)