Uh oh... this is going to be messy
It's 4:30 in the morn... the drugs did not work as good as I thought or felt they would in giving me a good night's sleep.
I've been waking up pretty much every damn hour... most of the night I would wake up sitting up from the same dream... dissmisal of aftercare... I even hand my finger pointed at the drakness in my room one of the times, and I vaugly remember moving my pillow around.
I feel delusional and dehydrated. But had a moment of thought... I believe that when your physical body is in such need, your mind doesn't spend as much time within abstract thought... what I mean to say is that it is focused on what it wants and doesn't exert energy contemplating things...because of this the barrier between the unconsicous and conscious thoughts/wants/etc. is weakened. This being so - you are more open to the thoughts of your unconsious when at the peak of illness... I'll be more specfic and say when you're at the peak of fever.
This I find interesting... when the mind is most clouded, it is most clear... at lest one part of it. However, it is the part of the mind that is most kept from everyday thought.
Or I'm just completely insane... hmm that might seem more practical an explination.
Sleep is precious.
I've been waking up pretty much every damn hour... most of the night I would wake up sitting up from the same dream... dissmisal of aftercare... I even hand my finger pointed at the drakness in my room one of the times, and I vaugly remember moving my pillow around.
I feel delusional and dehydrated. But had a moment of thought... I believe that when your physical body is in such need, your mind doesn't spend as much time within abstract thought... what I mean to say is that it is focused on what it wants and doesn't exert energy contemplating things...because of this the barrier between the unconsicous and conscious thoughts/wants/etc. is weakened. This being so - you are more open to the thoughts of your unconsious when at the peak of illness... I'll be more specfic and say when you're at the peak of fever.
This I find interesting... when the mind is most clouded, it is most clear... at lest one part of it. However, it is the part of the mind that is most kept from everyday thought.
Or I'm just completely insane... hmm that might seem more practical an explination.
Sleep is precious.