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so right about now considering its sunday night at a 11 30 pm i should be incrediblyt stressed because i believe i have about 4 more hours of work to do before i will be going to sleep but im not which is good. i probably will be in like an hour but whawtever. so this weekend was fabulous- friday i actually did hw after school amazing even though i have so much more and then i went to the jars of clay concert at church. saturday i went into boston with laura and did some shopping. i need to go back to ae and get that tote bag/ today i slept in and should have gone to church because i didnt get that much hw done hence why i am going to be up for like 4 more hours. ER Is on at 12 30 - 130 which is sweet. life is pretty good right now it gets boring at times but when ir eally think about it my life is good well now atleast and its not that boring... next weekend is gonna be fun going up to camp brookwoods for south africa training - its always good to get away to places like that - it will be weird thinking back to last years retreat - a lot a lot a lot has changed actually a lot has changed in general since this year last time... for the better that is. it all seems like a dream by now like it didnt happen but then again once in awhile the pain all hits again and no1 can deny how real the pain is. its funny cause even the morning after it happened i remember waking up and thinking this is all a dream and didnt realize it was real till the phone rang and the voice on the other line was telling me they were sorry and were here for anything i needed. when u look back on things its cool ho wmuch u can see that God was there. even when your incredibly broken. anyways last year crap- this is this year and btw i am super excited for summer. i think i am hearing back from new art center this week and i am wicked nervous because i wouldnt be suprised if i ddint get in considering how many ppl applied. i really hope i did though cause i wont really have any other oppurtunity considering other camps usually want full time ppl and i cant do it full time because of south africa and family camp. i want to get a season pass to six flags. ppl should too cause a day pass = 50 bucks and a season pass = 65 so if u go twice its worth it. anyways i should probably be doing a little thing called all my hw.
much love - chels
much love - chels