Apr 22, 2006 00:06
sooooooooo its friday night actually 12 07 technically saturday morning and i am sad because vacation is almost over which basically completely sucks i like cant even stand the thought of going back to school on monday. so i was talking to 2 ppl tonight about how the whole guy girl thing is all a game. like guys when they hit onn you or say i think your beautiful its all really a game until the achieve what they want get in your pants or another more stunning girl comes along which is depressing because this means no1 really ever has a chance... and it makes you so concious of what the guy is actually thinking. and if what he says has any real meaning. one guy agreed with me that it was a game always and one said it wasnt. but i agree with the one who agrees because it is sadly. thats depressing. boys are complicated. they always say girls are complicated but really they are because even if a girl is being confusing you can usually tell if shes happy or upset or flirty guys u usually just cant tell until that other more beautiful girl comes along. i guess i should be used to the game by now considering but ever now and again things like that and how other ppl think hit me. and another thing love is over commericalized. i mean if u ask any girl any age what they want to achieve in life it usually has something to do with finding true love. i wonder what guys would say most of the time. its like those moveis and ads make u want it. and its true we all do. and now we cant escpae the fantasy that it could happen. and i still believe it could its just depressing of thinking how painful it really is and how most of the time that fantasy doesnt come close to the reality.
well comment if u want with any thoughts.
chels