Ash Wednesday
So I'm 18.
Today.
And it's Ash Wednesday.
Yesterday, I saw him again. We didn't nap as planned.
But, it was still good.
Although I'm still a little frustrated, and I'm sure he was frustrated. Ha.
I wanna see him again. But I dunno when I will.
Today I'm gonna have dinner with the parents.
Friday I'm having dinner with Betty&Lindsay.
Saturday I'm going clubbin with everyone who wants to come and is 18+..HA!
As much as I try to not care...I do.
Lo busco. De seguro lo irrito.
Ayer encontre una conversacion de el y yo cuando empezabamos...y cuando lo empeze a amar, cuando me di cuenta que lo queria mas de la cuenta...y cuando me dedico nuestra cancion Tulips.
Al leerla, casi me pongo a llorar.
I miss it so much.
And sometimes I actually imagine telling him everything and I can see him telling me he doesn't love me.
And it hurts.
But soon this will have to end.
I want the hurt to end.
Quiereme como yo te quiero...
no me hagas lo que me merezco. Perdoname...pero te amo...
Today.
And it's Ash Wednesday.
Yesterday, I saw him again. We didn't nap as planned.
But, it was still good.
Although I'm still a little frustrated, and I'm sure he was frustrated. Ha.
I wanna see him again. But I dunno when I will.
Today I'm gonna have dinner with the parents.
Friday I'm having dinner with Betty&Lindsay.
Saturday I'm going clubbin with everyone who wants to come and is 18+..HA!
As much as I try to not care...I do.
Lo busco. De seguro lo irrito.
Ayer encontre una conversacion de el y yo cuando empezabamos...y cuando lo empeze a amar, cuando me di cuenta que lo queria mas de la cuenta...y cuando me dedico nuestra cancion Tulips.
Al leerla, casi me pongo a llorar.
I miss it so much.
And sometimes I actually imagine telling him everything and I can see him telling me he doesn't love me.
And it hurts.
But soon this will have to end.
I want the hurt to end.
Quiereme como yo te quiero...
no me hagas lo que me merezco. Perdoname...pero te amo...