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i had fucked up dreams today, because i slept all day since i was sick. i dreamt that matt thom was sleeping in a king bed on the other side of my room, where my bed used to be, and i was like, hey, why does he get the bigger bed? and he had these three hos in bed with him and just to make me laugh, he sat up in bed and was like, no girls, i can't, i'm a virgin, i'm a virgin hahahahahahahaha i was cracking up!..... and i was gonna live in the same neighborhood as carl, dasha, paulina, dan, and ligaya, and we were all in this xtra long van like boz's, driving to our neighborhood and getting all excited talking about how great it will be, and we saw all these houses with pools and trampolines and swing sets and go-karts and shit and we were like, we have ot make friends with them so we can play on their shit! hahahahahaha.... then i took otis to this party with all these nice yet stuck up hos and this one cool hot guy who looked like hte guy in my philosophy class, and some girl asked him who he was here with, and he was like, why can't i be here by myself? can't i be comfortable enough with myself not to need to be wiht someone else all the time? and i was like hell yeah!!!! but the best part was the basement was so fucking phat!!!! it was like being at the national aquarium. they had all these awesome things in huge tanks that covered entire walls , and then i saw a pig in one and i was like, holy fucking shit. that pig is breathing underwater. then all of a sudden this scary ass motherfucking giant fucking squid came and destroyed the pig!!!!!!!! it was all bloody and so gross!!!...... then i was at my parents' house in what looked like our oakland living room, and i picked up this decoration they had that was my dad's mom (who i never met)'s old decorative box, and it turned out it had all her old stuff in it still, they never bothered to clean it out. and it had all these crafts she made, and it had this picture she must have drawn when she was little, and it was a picture of jesus and her and he was hugging her and she was a little girl, it was so cute!