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i'm such a fuck up. i was up coughing and blowing my nose and working on a school project for 12 straight hours, from the time i got out of class last night until 7:30 am. i actually liked doing the project, bc it was on an interesting topic and i was really high and a little drunk while i was working on it, so i was pretending i was doing the research for fun. then at 7am, when i ran out of computers that have excel and aren't owned by people who are trying to sleep, i finally tried to take a nap and i set my alarm for 9 bc i had a midterm review session in my 9:30 class that i really needed ot go to bc i haven't been going ot that class. but im really sick from my sinuses so i slept through the alarm even though it went off for a whole hour! i ended up not waking up until 12:30, so i missed the review session and i just looked up my teacher's office hours and theyre after the exam on tuesday. then i had to rush to finish the project that was due at 1, which i had planned on doing after my morning class, and it turned out really shitty. i only would have needed another to make it five times better, bc all i had to do was look up like 30 people to find out a few things about them, and if i couldnt find it right away, write that i couldnt find it, and it would have been five times better. so i have a doctor's appointment at 3:15 so i can get a note for my teacher, i just hope she can give me a review guide or something. how do i manage to fuck everything up?