Nuts, Bolts, and Washers.
Why is it that the faith in humanity I once had, has diminished?
I'll tell you:
1. place of work - police station.
~ Ignorant people walk in and out of this office hourly.
~ Co-workers can be WAY to over dramatic for my liking.
~ When I'm trained by 5 different individuals and each work their own way, I end up doing SHIT WRONG.....my fault?
2. male persuasion - ARRGHGHASLDAGKASDN!!!!?!@$!?!
~ Why do they disappear? Pleasant convos take place then the next day, nothing.
~ If you aren't a friend of mine, then you are using me for something. I have realized all the guys that I get caught up with, end up leaving after a few small events occur. When did Shan become a prude? Today. Now let's see who uses me. Jack ass(es).
3. priorities - in general
~ I have plans, goals, ambitions.....
None have been worked at, because I'm waiting to see what the hell is going on with my job.
Will I ever be full time? How long do I have to wait? I'm written on the schedule for next month.....but that's the only month. WTF!? Someone, fill me in.....por favor? Gracias.
I'm exhausted by life. It's rollercoaster has finally come to a hault...and I can't seem to find the grease to lube up the wheels so we can keep truckin' along.
In other news~ A positive note!
I started writing my lyrics out and I have a few prospects willing to:
A. help me learn guitar
B. play guitar for me (semi-starting a small acoustic project)
~I just really want to start singing again and I would love it to be my own music.
Back to work I go. Peace.
I'll tell you:
1. place of work - police station.
~ Ignorant people walk in and out of this office hourly.
~ Co-workers can be WAY to over dramatic for my liking.
~ When I'm trained by 5 different individuals and each work their own way, I end up doing SHIT WRONG.....my fault?
2. male persuasion - ARRGHGHASLDAGKASDN!!!!?!@$!?!
~ Why do they disappear? Pleasant convos take place then the next day, nothing.
~ If you aren't a friend of mine, then you are using me for something. I have realized all the guys that I get caught up with, end up leaving after a few small events occur. When did Shan become a prude? Today. Now let's see who uses me. Jack ass(es).
3. priorities - in general
~ I have plans, goals, ambitions.....
None have been worked at, because I'm waiting to see what the hell is going on with my job.
Will I ever be full time? How long do I have to wait? I'm written on the schedule for next month.....but that's the only month. WTF!? Someone, fill me in.....por favor? Gracias.
I'm exhausted by life. It's rollercoaster has finally come to a hault...and I can't seem to find the grease to lube up the wheels so we can keep truckin' along.
In other news~ A positive note!
I started writing my lyrics out and I have a few prospects willing to:
A. help me learn guitar
B. play guitar for me (semi-starting a small acoustic project)
~I just really want to start singing again and I would love it to be my own music.
Back to work I go. Peace.