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May 30, 2008 03:38

you think he disappears...then....at 2:30 in the morning you recieve a text about how much he likes you, or what is going on with you, etc....

ya. craig.

I won't talk to him for a few days, weeks. I start to think, maybe it is best to delete his number....or not contact him.

Then it happens. Two in the morning...when you least expect it....my phone buzzes.

It's him, and he's being cute and flirty and just purely amazing. ugh.

Tonight he told me he really likes me......which he always said that. But tonight was different. I don't know, he's worried that he is going to hurt me because of the new job he starts monday. All i could tell him was, "part of the reason i support you is because of your passion. Craig you're amazing. I wont stop being there for you just because you are working for you future. that wouldnt be fair to you if we were/are true friends."

his response, "Wow. That is the perfect answer I was looking for. Thank you."

bah..............................................

I slowly get closer to him, we start to think something is going to happen.....then one of us pulls away.

fuckin' hell.

i.love.him.

BUT i am not waiting around for him and i told him that, tonight. I am still out dating....and he understands.

im at work...gotta jet. adios.
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