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I can walk on a balance beam without having to stare at it the whole time.
I just need to keep up the work. Been doing a few other things with the intent to get stronger than I am. Arhena was always stronger. I was always smarter.
Spoke to the Doctor about all of that. I'm ... starting to hope a little more. He knows the truth and was a bit conflicted about a few things, but I hope he's worked it out with himself.
Bloodaxe has come back, after an apparent absence. I told him about Arhena and about the chance that she might be returned to us.
Kalrin has agreed to train me in a few things once I feel strong enough to start learning. This could be really beneficial. I'm feeling a little less restless and a little less mopey. I'm glad to finally be doing things. He said that since Gari's run off, I should have someone to keep me company in the meantime, and gave me a mechanical squirrel. It's adorable.
I told him I liked the fact that it was a gift from him, more than the fact that it's a pet to keep me company. He could've given me a ragdoll and I probably would've had the same reaction.
Gah. Get it out of your head.
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