gosh durnit
So I think I may have started to... slightly learn my lesson when it comes to my inability to sleep "normally". I just have to go to sleep if I get the slightest inclination at a reasonable time. I was feeling pretty drowsy around 1130 or so, laid in bed - not to sleep, but to just get under the covers and the computer didn't seem especially appealing [and I was waiting for Jayson to finish battling his computer, I didn't want to continue watching the show we were enjoying without him] and despite the fact that I was quite tired, and I didn't sleep then I haven't been able to settle my mind/body enough to fall asleep. I read my book for a while [Vernor Vinge's "A Fire Upon The Deep" which is pretty darn good. If you like scifi and strange alien races this book is for you.] and it didn't help. I took a melatonin despite the fact I know it'll make me feel ass-y tomorrow [today, whatever.]
Need to clean pretty hard core, as Jayson's parents are coming by to give us a couch and a bed, which is pretty sweet. Sweet on both levels! I am excited, as that means sleeping on something that isn't a futon, and having a couch... that isn't also, a futon [the 'couch' futon doesn't even have a frame]. Hopefully I can wake up at a reasonable time to get some stuff done... I would be horribly embarrassed if the place was a wreck with his parents first visit since I moved in.
So cold, so very cold. I need to figure out my pants situation soon, I've gained enough wait that even the pair that do fit me are quite tight at this point. They were always a bit tight but now I can't easily fit my wallet in my pocket. On one hand, it's nice to not be terribly underweight any more, on the other hand... goddamn I need to do some exercise and make some of this weight into muscle instead of fat.
Going to go back to reading and hope that sleep overtakes me.
Need to clean pretty hard core, as Jayson's parents are coming by to give us a couch and a bed, which is pretty sweet. Sweet on both levels! I am excited, as that means sleeping on something that isn't a futon, and having a couch... that isn't also, a futon [the 'couch' futon doesn't even have a frame]. Hopefully I can wake up at a reasonable time to get some stuff done... I would be horribly embarrassed if the place was a wreck with his parents first visit since I moved in.
So cold, so very cold. I need to figure out my pants situation soon, I've gained enough wait that even the pair that do fit me are quite tight at this point. They were always a bit tight but now I can't easily fit my wallet in my pocket. On one hand, it's nice to not be terribly underweight any more, on the other hand... goddamn I need to do some exercise and make some of this weight into muscle instead of fat.
Going to go back to reading and hope that sleep overtakes me.