I finally made a decition
I told Adam that we needed to start over as just friends. I told him that he needs to see if he wants me as a friend or more then a friend. I think it will be good for the both of us. I met this really cool guy and he laughs, and is just an easy going guy. He said he likes talking to me cause I make him laugh. That made me feel really good, I mean I dont make Adam laugh anymore or even smile. So I think he is getting a little distant and acting like I dont matter. It was nice talking to this guy but the whole time I was talking to him I was thinking about Adam. I mean this guy is totally nice and funny, I just feel kinda bad because I'm actually laughing and having fun with someone other than Adam. I know I shouldnt but I cant help it. I mean after all I am available I just feel bad cause I want to be with him. Well anyways, next subject. I might have a job with AOL. I'm hoping that I do. But other than that I am going to go back to school I have decided. I am going to be a lawyer. Well I'm going to go and ponder everything. Lates all.