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i love my mattyyy i love him sooooo much and i love him and ...ummm... i love him more than he loves me so ha ha ha and oh ya im saying this while im typing it so your goin to hear it again.....i miss you so much baby you have no idea... i love you more than anything you could imagine.... i promise to make up for every thing i do, i will spend my entire life trying to give to you what you gave me.... but i doubt i would get very close... you have givin me so much and you dont even relize it... you are my hero and i look up to you so much... you make me want to be a better person and i am trying... i miss you and i love you more than you will ever know, im trying so hard tonight to not cry and so far its workin... but when im writing this its gettting hard er and harder to not cry.... please come home to me sonn baby because you are missed so much... i cant tell you how i feel about you because i cant find the words...its that stong.... im goin to spend the rest of my life with you and be with you till we are to old farts on our porch looking at the sun on our last days on earth... im sorry for all the mistakes that are in this because im concentrating on not crying.... when i first saw you at the air port i felt something that i never felt befor and even the first time we ever talked i knew that i loved you... the first time we touched i will never foget, it was the best felling in the world...its felt so wonderful to have someone who loves you for you and didnt treat you like a piec of meat... i pray to god every night when we get off the phone, hoping i wake up the next day so i can call you and talk to you... i love every thing about you and i mean EVERYTHING. I know this is all random stuff but its all poring out of me like this and im wrting it as i say it. I cant wait for the day when i can finall call you my husband and have a life togather. I love you so much and you are trualy my angel.
-Adam Marquez
-Adam Marquez