Its comming down to the wire! ahhh I cant wait to see my baby! omg omg omg omg omg lol im tweekin out here! (i used the word tweek, thnx matthew lol) Im so freakin excited!

heres the update!...

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21 DAYS!

i love you baby!

Omg... i love having money to my name loliv made to date like 200 dollers lol i know its not alot but to a person that is use to having to ask for money and not getting very much, its nice to open my wallet and see like 5 twentys in their lol... all of my pay is goin toward seeing my matty tho and it is money WEEEELLLLL spent believe me! lol i miss ( Read more... )

I can finally rest... now that i know things are calming down and getting back to normal... I thank god you stuck by me through this, because i dont desirve you... you are a beautiful angel, and i should be treating you like one... I love you baby and im sorry. I will learn from what i do i promise, things wont always be like this i promise... i ( Read more... )

HAPPY FIVE MONTHS TOO MATTY AND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA I LOVE YOU MATTY I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you believe its almost half a year?? omg it feels like 11 years lol omg i cant wait to celebrate our 25 yr anniversary or even our 50 jeez lol i ( Read more... )

...I dont want to cry anymore...I dont want to talk to my friends and put on a fake smile...I dont want to laugh when all i really want to do is cry....But why do i do it?...

What is happening, Im so confused I dont know what to think or believe anymore.... all i know is.. i just dont want to cry anymore...

1. Tell me something obvious about you ( Read more... )

I need to post this for sara or else she will kill me lol...

I LOFE YOU LIKE HONEY RASIN BREAD!! YAY!

~LOVE MY BABY MATTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

today was third day i work and iv made 76.70 ish lol yay! i think... lol oh well its money! (: money to go see my baby! and plus i dont really do nuthin, but bag old ppls pruns and depends lol and i walked an old lady out to her car and she was like aww younge man what is your name and i was like adam lol then she was like well adam next time i ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU MATTY!!!!!!!!!!