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Alot has happend in a weeks time... matt is mad at me for not posting so i was thinking that i should post lol i love you baby... Soooo Im so afraid of losing my baby its makin me sick lol I miss matt so much that it hurts (litterally) inside. I love him so much and i would never ever do nething to daliberatly hurt him... and i know he got the shock of his life last night... i didnt know... i didnt... If i did i would have set things stright a long time ago... now i think he is losing trust in me cuz he thinks i knew.. and i was hiding it from him...but i wasnt i would never ever ever do ne thing to hurt you ever... and i mean ever... so i hope you take this post as a sincear appology... because im sorry baby... and i love you, and nothing will ever change that...