Will you think of the times you told me that you knew the reason.......

Apr 01, 2003 18:26

the phone is ringing but im not going to pick it up....lol. Yes, a weird way of opening but that is whats going on....lol. I got miss norah on vinyl today :). that was kwel:) Over all it was a productive day. Dont know why I am writing this....lol....im in a weird mundayne state of mind right now. Not really sure what side is up. But that is alright. I just cant put my finger on why.....its not a feeling of depression or feeling down or anything, its just a very uneasy feeling. I have been trying to figure out what exactly I was feeling since last night and then it hit me. I feel as if, something is about to happen or is happening and I dont know it. A very uneasy feeling. I dont like it....wonder what it is?....LOL. I am sleeping enough, not very well, but im sleeping...so thats not it...i know im not eating enough, but that is nothing new, so that isnt it...i dont know. Somehting is in the air or water or something....lol. Or perhaps I am extremely paranoid.....lol....that is VERY possible....lol. My heart is racing and My lungs are shut...like a 36 hour asthma attack...but its not serious panky :)...dont worry. Its just uncomfortable. Just wish i knew what was up!! sure feels like something.....

Not much else new...dinner plans for the apple had the finishing touches put on them tonight. I called alittle earlier than the nice folks at the grill had told me to but it paid off. Tribeca Grill is an almost impossible reservation to get and we got it for 6:00 on a saturday!!!!!!!!!! Amazing!! And i hunted down the best fried ice cream in manhattan!! A place called Rain on 63rd and 3rd. Ah, Panky, this is going to be incredible!!!!!!! I am also in deep secret discussions for something...something BIG!!!...LOL....now that puts a smile on my face. Wish that would have happened more today. Damn, I would give anything for the phone to ring......or at least to know what is going on or why I am feeling like this......
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