Camp is coming!

Jun 09, 2007 00:52

After the long months and weeks of antipation and preparation, the camp is finally nearing! It's gonna be next fri! For now, i am still having mixed feelings bout it. I really have no idea wat the response will be like for the camp. If the camp turns out badly, i will blame myself for not making it better. On the other hand, if the camp went well, i will feel bad coz i din really do much for it and yet credits will be given to me as the camp chief. I dun need any titles or authority to do the things that i wan. This is wat i have been saying for years yet titles and authority juz seems to seek me out more.

Have been doing quite a fair bit of shopping lately and i promised myself that until the month of July, i will not eat at any places that i need to pay service charge meaning all the restaurants. It's gonna be hard for me but i must make it! *laughs* Spend $26 for my retro apparel. Am really happy bout it coz of the cheap bargain i have gotten. On top of that, i have gotten my bag!!! Finally! But as i looked at my bag, all the excitement wears off... Now i wanna get a pair of red heels to go along wit my bag. *grins* When will my shopping itch ever wears off? *sighs*

No news from my scholarship yet so will juz keep on waiting. These few days have been spent working on my camp, leaving little room for thoughts on my scholarship. But i felt peace no matter wat's the result. If i din get the scholarship, it will still be a new start for me. Will be finding a new job, etc. Due to the possibility of going US, i have already prepared to quit my YECso i guess my decision still stands. I wanted to spend more time giving bible study for my gals, planting cell, etc so i doubt YEC will remain as my priority. In fact, i might fade out from it completely.

Cant wait for the camp to be over! Then it will my last 3 days in BSS. Expecting to be thrown into the pool as per the tradition or even worse scenario since they noe i'm prepared for it. *shudders* Am trying to think wat can be worse than being thrown into the pool? So it will be farewells for me there and the end of another chapter of my life.

Be it good or bad, i am ready to face the days ahead! Praise the Lord!
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