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Thanksgiving was nice. I finally got a chance to see my daughter, Lilly. I loved it. I'm....not too sure Apolo did, though. He seemed uncomfortable around the family. Maybe it's ony because it wasn't my family. Maybe it's because all my time was spent with Lilly. I hope he likes her. Anway, onto bigger issues. I'm sorry for scaring you guys last week. I wouldn't do it, really. In fact, I got help. I went to AA and signed up for therapy sessions. I'm not crazy, I just want to stop thinking these thoughts. I have to do this for me, but for the people I love, also. I want to say thank you to the people wo have been pillars of strengh the me lately. Apolo, Alexei, and Matthew.
Alexei- Thank you. You've given me some good advice. You are one of the only people I trust with talking about this because you know exactly how I feel. This was going to be long and poetic...but it's not. I'll see you on AIM.
Alexei- Thank you. You've given me some good advice. You are one of the only people I trust with talking about this because you know exactly how I feel. This was going to be long and poetic...but it's not. I'll see you on AIM.