May 04, 2005 15:00
WOW! FUCKING WOW! My ex boyfriend is a fucking asshole. I fucking hate him. I fucking hate him. I found out that he told people a year ago that we had sex, and that he was gonna try to get close to me over the summer so that he could fuck me up my back door. The thought of that simply disgusts me. It makes me want to GAG. I would like everyone to know, who did not know already that I am a VIRGIN. I can say that out loud, and proud, don't believe me? Polygraph me, I'll pass. Eric does not deserve the satisfaction of even the thought of the action for rumor purposes. He is so far below me. This may sound pompous, but it is completely true. I can do so much better in so many aspects that it's not even funny. Good Lord. The rest of it is that people actually believed this. How is it that people can believe that of me? I'm the sweet, virginly one. It's not an act, it's all true. I don't see any point in lying, it will catch up to me. But the fact of the matter is that he has a history of pathologically lying, as far back as middle school. And he tried to play it off as "George," on of the guys who informed me, as just wanting to get into my pants. That may very well be true, the guy has cheated on his past gf's numerous times. But the fact of the matter is that if he wanted to get into my pants, that's not the way he would go because it pisses me off. Secondly, Eric says that about every single guy I've ever talked about, he even said it about a gay guy once, before he knew he was gay... But you know, that doesn't mean ANYTHING AT FUCKING ALL. All I have to say is that he better watch his back, because the moment that he actually tries to approach me, I will fucking take him down. I may be a girl, and I may be small, but I could fucking take him out. And I will. If he even so much as tries to talk to me, BAM IN HIS FACE... he'll have a bloody nose, bruised cheek, or black eye. I'm done letting him try to pull me into his net of deception and lies. fucking pussy.