I can't believe it's already been a month since Rahl was born (or will be in four days). I knew that it wouldn't be easy taking care of a one year old and a newborn and it's not but it's also not as hard as I thought it would be either. Damon is a wonderful older brother and he seems to sense when I'm getting too tired and just need a break and ( Read more... )

I woke up late last night with stomach pains but I was hoping it was only Liam's chili that we had for dinner. When it didn't go away by morning and just got worse, I went to hide in Aedan's room and called Raphael to help me. I was afraid that Donovan would wake up and come to find me and realize that something was wrong but luckily, he slept the ( Read more... )

Damon will be one year old in just a couple of days. I can't believe how fast time has gone by and how much he's grown in the past 12 months. He must take after me since he seems to get bigger and bigger each day. By the time Rian says he can start preschool, he'll probably look like he belongs in elementary school but hopefully he'll stay sweet ( Read more... )

Cresil won't tell me what happened between himself and Gabriel but it must've been bad. I know that they went to our home together so they must've been alright before they left because no one was ever invited there, especially an angel. Then Cresil came back soon after that but he was alone and not at all himself. He was... locked away inside ( Read more... )

I hate feeling sick. I feel sick almost all of the time, especially after Cresil gets done eating raw meat. I've never liked that smell, mostly because I hate the taste of it but I've always eaten it if I had to. Now though, just thinking about smelling it makes me want to throw up. Some foods I really want though. Liam gave me chili cheese fries ( Read more... )