Tired.

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And cranky. And tired of watching James hurt. And James is tired of hurting. And tired in general. And my back hurts. And I'm cranky because Ronnie hasn't let me know about this weekend. And I need to be able to figure out what I'm doing this weekend, so I'm really tempted to just ignore him, and tell him to frak off if he finally calls. Long day in clinic today, and we were behind in the afternoon because of xray issues, and one of my chronic kids. And I'm on call again Friday. And I need to just go to bed. I just want to curl up in a little ball all day, and not talk to anyone. But, have to feed the zoo, and have yet another vet appointment tomorrow afternoon. I'm really really afraid that it doesn't bode well that we've gone this long without any improvement. And he's starting to get a bit cranky-not like him. I cried on the way back from the barn tonight.
Yes, I know my life isn't the worst, but to me it hurts. He's my baby, and I can't fix him.
Going to bed now.