My biggest wish is to belong to a ginormous family.
Even if it's not forever. but it is one of the most beautiful sights i could ever hope to see.
and it often brings tears to my eyes - both of happiness and longing.
tomorrow marks two weeks of the new job. 50 to go. i love it, i fucking hate it, i think when i'm older this may just be what i'm destined for, but i have a lot to see and do before i can do it properly. and i intend to do it properly for me, different from the expectations now. I want to turn peoples heads around and open their eyes. Funeral Services is still way back in the old days overall.
with this two week mark comes my first two consecutive days off. I was going to go visit Rachel in Waterloo, but I simply can't afford it right nows. Yes making 600 a week is fine and dandy, but i've been broke for the last 3 and i've got a 300 phonebill behind me plus a hydro and internet bill i need to pay off.
instead i will have levi over tomorrow, maybe make her dinner, saturday is errand day! Mississauga is a city built for cars not people, i hate it. saturday i might go see matt's band, The Superstitions. They're garnering quite a name for themselves, and three of the 4 members are barely legal in this country. actually i don't know if any of them have actually even turned 19 yet this year
Sunday is Saera's sewing club. she is the gal who was the wonderous storyteller at the house show i went to not to long ago with Derrick.
it is going to be bloody wonderful and my heart swells just now thinking of it. it will probably burst come the day.
I cannot wait for this to come out. last time I excitedly went to the theatres was...fuck...i think the second Harry potter, where i was utterly disappointed.
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Vincent Gallo intrigues me beyond all reason. To say he's a narcissictic dick is just being lazy.
I've been making a list of films that i want to see - started with a list of the 25 most controversial films that i came across and i picked through those and since it's been growing:
Caligula(80)
Kids(95)
Cannibal Holocaust(85)
I am curious (yellow)69 - vilgot sjoman
freaks(32)
triumph of the will(35)
the deer hunter(78)
the message (77)
the outlaw(43) jane russell's bust
babydoll(56)
last tango in paris (52)
birth of a nation (15)
last temptation of christ (88)
deep throat (72)
o lucky man (73)
britannia hospital (82)
I'll sleep when I'm dead (03)
army of shadows (69)
to sir w/ love(67)
black orpheus(59)
Arizona Dream
Being There
Dirty Duck
Where the Buffalo Roam
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Tetro - june 11
Metropia - november 6
And what has made me the happiest in the days of late. Enjoy!
http://www.jenslekman.com/TheDeathOfThisSummer.mp3 http://www.mediafire.com/?wztwjjjjn51e.