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God why do I feel miserable, I dont know. I went out last night and Thursday night with my friends doing stuff and im still miserable and sad. My friends who I havent seen in ages and never call are still there for me when I call to hang out. Im going to start hanging out with them a lot more now for sure. I still think about her every second of the day, wondering if she's ok and happy, resisting the urge to call and see. Im trying to make it work now for good, forever. Its not over its just a break, I know that and I know she's coming back but why do I feel this way, I have no idea.