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[act_wicked_day]

I can't believe that I turn 21 in just over 24 hours. It's really crazy to think about, I feel as though it's not possible that so much time has gone by since I graduated high school. I have so many high expectations for my birthday, well at least I did before. I mean I want it to be a blast, but I can't think about it without seeing Jake there. He

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[rebecky45]

oh hark...i feel so terrible that i can't be there to help you at all...i really do. i can't imagine what its like for you. BUT...and maybe this is no consolation at all...but i LOVE you tons...tons and heaps and boatloads and other means of measuring things. and when i get home we will sing rent and drink. it will get better...i promise, and i know its hard now, but just know that there are tons of people out there that love you more then you even know. i think its silly that you don't want to burden anyone...how could you burden us??? thats just silly!!! if i were there i would WANT you to talk to me and shpeal to me and cry to me, as long as it made you feel better, i'd do very nearly anything. really. i love you and i miss you. but i'll see you in a couple months!!! hold on okay? :)

[ecstaticangel]

ohhh.... heather, i understand what you feel. trust me i do. things will be ok. it sounds like you need a vaca. i have a bed and open arms for you to turn to. i know what you are going through. i cant tell you the feelings will go away because they dont. all you can do is cry and try to live life as normally as you can. remeber josh's propsal is still on the table. he says it will always to be there. he says if you need a place to hide and regroup our place is vacant. and i promise this guy will put a smile on your face for real. its hard to no smile when around him. i am here, though you are and will always be far away i am here and always will. you are my sister.