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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very HighLevel 7 (Violent)ExtremeLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Extreme
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k now that i took a little break, lol i love taking quizzes online... y? because i have nothing else better to do :) anywho, while i've been up at my dads i've been doing a lot of thinking...duah...and the one thing i keep on comming back to is Roy. I'm freaking out, he thinks what i'm doing is a good idea, and hes behind me... and when i get back home i need to make a big decission.... is he still someone i want to have in my life? after being away from home i realize that my feeling for him have developed into...god...i dont kno...love, but this is the thing...i knew i loved him before, and i think i'm falling inlove...or is it lust? i've grown emotionally attached...and its the one thing i didnt want to happen. i dont get emotionally attached, anyone who knows me knows that, phil was my first bf and it lasted 6 months...i couldnt even be faithful, so roy worked, we didnt want lables... i had met someone that felt the same way i did. but we started hanging out everday...EVERYDAY...and..uhhh ok so i wrote down everthing i need to say to him:
Roy,
from the first day i saw u i thought to myself hes beautiful. and then i let it go...didnt really see u around... then it all started when that night philly was at the apartment and i woke up in the car and u were standing right their, cause u got in a fight with him too. and their were so many things i wanted to say to u but all i could think of is... hey me and rachel are chillin at my house tonight, if u have nothing to do u should come and chill. but then i got mad at rachel and had her drop me off...and 3 hrs later u woke me up comming threw my window...well that night i got what i wanted, lol but then u stuck around...and in the back of my head... i didnt know if i could trust u...and thats when I fell inlust with u, i let my whole life revolve around u. I saw ur way of life and i though to myself...self,"this is awsome" and i forgot about taking care of me. I need to go to school, and being away for the time i have been, i took care of it, but after being with u day in and day night... i grew emotionally attached . I still want to be with u, but i realize u live day to day. the thing is, u make me feel beautiful, but we never just cuddle anymore...i want to be able to just hold u, know ur their. I'm realizing i want a bf, someone to go on dates with, if i spend every waking moment with u i'm not going to do what i need to get done. But i still want to be with u, i realize my emotions for u are stronger than i though...u make me so happy. Its not that i need to get my life in order, its i need to take care of my own needs. So the question is what do u want.
ahhh these are all of my thoughs summed up in one short letter...these are things i need to bring up to him next time i see him, its not something i can do over the phone...from what rachel says, he does have strong feelings for me...but i know he dosnt wasnt "lables". And i know ppl are in ur life for a reason season and lifetime... unfortunally facing the music sucks and i'm hoping that the season he was in my life for...extends a little longer... i havnt been happy in a long time and with him i am...yea i did drugs when i was with him...but he was auctually the little angle on my shoulder saying," this isnt a good idea...but u seem to know what ur doing". i wanted to be strong and didnt listen to anyone but myself...and i'm not as strong as i was pretending to be..... i just want to pull my hair out and bang my head on the wall... it would be a lot easier than facing reality... i hate growing up.
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very HighLevel 7 (Violent)ExtremeLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Extreme
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
k now that i took a little break, lol i love taking quizzes online... y? because i have nothing else better to do :) anywho, while i've been up at my dads i've been doing a lot of thinking...duah...and the one thing i keep on comming back to is Roy. I'm freaking out, he thinks what i'm doing is a good idea, and hes behind me... and when i get back home i need to make a big decission.... is he still someone i want to have in my life? after being away from home i realize that my feeling for him have developed into...god...i dont kno...love, but this is the thing...i knew i loved him before, and i think i'm falling inlove...or is it lust? i've grown emotionally attached...and its the one thing i didnt want to happen. i dont get emotionally attached, anyone who knows me knows that, phil was my first bf and it lasted 6 months...i couldnt even be faithful, so roy worked, we didnt want lables... i had met someone that felt the same way i did. but we started hanging out everday...EVERYDAY...and..uhhh ok so i wrote down everthing i need to say to him:
Roy,
from the first day i saw u i thought to myself hes beautiful. and then i let it go...didnt really see u around... then it all started when that night philly was at the apartment and i woke up in the car and u were standing right their, cause u got in a fight with him too. and their were so many things i wanted to say to u but all i could think of is... hey me and rachel are chillin at my house tonight, if u have nothing to do u should come and chill. but then i got mad at rachel and had her drop me off...and 3 hrs later u woke me up comming threw my window...well that night i got what i wanted, lol but then u stuck around...and in the back of my head... i didnt know if i could trust u...and thats when I fell inlust with u, i let my whole life revolve around u. I saw ur way of life and i though to myself...self,"this is awsome" and i forgot about taking care of me. I need to go to school, and being away for the time i have been, i took care of it, but after being with u day in and day night... i grew emotionally attached . I still want to be with u, but i realize u live day to day. the thing is, u make me feel beautiful, but we never just cuddle anymore...i want to be able to just hold u, know ur their. I'm realizing i want a bf, someone to go on dates with, if i spend every waking moment with u i'm not going to do what i need to get done. But i still want to be with u, i realize my emotions for u are stronger than i though...u make me so happy. Its not that i need to get my life in order, its i need to take care of my own needs. So the question is what do u want.
ahhh these are all of my thoughs summed up in one short letter...these are things i need to bring up to him next time i see him, its not something i can do over the phone...from what rachel says, he does have strong feelings for me...but i know he dosnt wasnt "lables". And i know ppl are in ur life for a reason season and lifetime... unfortunally facing the music sucks and i'm hoping that the season he was in my life for...extends a little longer... i havnt been happy in a long time and with him i am...yea i did drugs when i was with him...but he was auctually the little angle on my shoulder saying," this isnt a good idea...but u seem to know what ur doing". i wanted to be strong and didnt listen to anyone but myself...and i'm not as strong as i was pretending to be..... i just want to pull my hair out and bang my head on the wall... it would be a lot easier than facing reality... i hate growing up.