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today was alright in retrospective to the past week.don't get me wrong everything is good but today kind of sputtered out.i helped the guys look for a new house all day which was sweet but no luck.practiced today and wrote half of a song...look out.playing call of dudes til 4 in the morning rocks.working blows hard.every girl that walks into my life being sketchy sucks.having awesome friends to hang out with...priceless.and money buys everything.
i remember the day it hit me that my life was going to change completely.i remember the day i stayed up all night to see the morning.i remember after saying my last goodbye running home without stopping.my heart beating harder than ever and my legs aching from the strain.i never stopped.i ran from that street lamp all the way home without stopping.and when i went to bed that morning i knew my life was going to be different from that point on.i just wish they hadn't left me.
these past 6 months have been the best 6 months of my life.so many countless late nights with early mornings.losing track of time.i wish this would never end sometimes,but then i realize that one day i'll have to grow up and move on with life.maybe life wasn't meant for time to be expired through endless hangouts but i've spent alot of it making the best of this freedom.i'll find a way to make use of my life but right now i need to finish what i started.i need to finish my year without responsibilities.i have the rest of my life to work my self to the grave,but i'll never have another chance to live like this after these next 6 months.so i'll savor what i have left cause it's going to go by to fast for me.
i remember the day it hit me that my life was going to change completely.i remember the day i stayed up all night to see the morning.i remember after saying my last goodbye running home without stopping.my heart beating harder than ever and my legs aching from the strain.i never stopped.i ran from that street lamp all the way home without stopping.and when i went to bed that morning i knew my life was going to be different from that point on.i just wish they hadn't left me.
these past 6 months have been the best 6 months of my life.so many countless late nights with early mornings.losing track of time.i wish this would never end sometimes,but then i realize that one day i'll have to grow up and move on with life.maybe life wasn't meant for time to be expired through endless hangouts but i've spent alot of it making the best of this freedom.i'll find a way to make use of my life but right now i need to finish what i started.i need to finish my year without responsibilities.i have the rest of my life to work my self to the grave,but i'll never have another chance to live like this after these next 6 months.so i'll savor what i have left cause it's going to go by to fast for me.