Frizzled on the extracts

Aug 19, 2009 17:29

Things have been a bustlin' and I'm starting to feel as if I'm an American again...Sprayin' gasoline though my teeth and moving around large expanses yet ultimately accomplishing nothing. This time, however, it is a wee bit different. There is a slight tint to it, there is perhaps a third eye that whimices, blinks and shifts position as if there were no anchors on our feet.

Been working pretty much every day. Most days from 10:30 to about 10/10:30 at night. Which is nice. I could use the liquid, but also consequently results in me not being able to chill with people as much as I like. Still looking for a place. It's been a piecemeal process to say the least, which is fine with me. Still have no real 'personal space' except for my car/office/moving residence. I'm not too motivated, though. It'll be nice to have my place. It'll be nice to have space, but I'm a bit fond of not paying rent for the time being. That, and I'm also highly entertaining the idea of experimenting with living next year. I.E. living homeless to some extent, and by that I mean largely living out of my car and around. There are plenty of couches to crash in, and with the busy schedule that I have, I'm not granted very much time at 'home' in the first place. I would like to ideally find a garage to rent out--that way I'd have a space to do my mechanic/bike/painting stuff and store my collections. Other than that, I could have Denver as a whole be my romping ground. Just entertaining the idea for the time being, but with each day, its mere possibility seems to be inflating.

I'm starting to notice a difference in the fact that I haven't really slept for more than 4 hours in the last two weeks in relation to the lives of others. I'm always waking up at 8 or 9, regardless if I go to bed at 4:30 or 6:15. The first 30 seconds of being utterly pissed off and exhausted are the only ones that I really don't like. But it's nice being able to devote 12/13 hours of the day to work but still having plenty of time to chill or boss on my own stuff. Perhaps my mind is twisting itself a bit more than I originally thought...

Things are busy. Really busy. Don't take it personal. Things have been just damn great through my eyes, but I don't know what that is going to do to me....

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