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My body's doing that weird thing again. It's asleep, but my mind's wide awake. I hate my body. This week, my body has been betraying me so much. The sleep, the stomach aches, the illness, etc. I also need to get in shape, maybe my immune system will shape up as well. No, kids, I don't think I'm fat, but I really think I need to start lifting weights and running. I am not fit. Unfit and fat are two different things. Very different. mmmm, euphoria never lasts. I'm going to run this weekend or else. I'll make myself. I'm going to make it, it's Friday. I'm going to make it through this semester. I'm going to make it though highschool and college. If only I had a pause button. I would have stopped it aroung 15 months ago and kept it stopped forevermore.