Jun 28, 2005 00:12
I can't update this for awhile. I can't let myself. Not in the state that I'm in.
Because, seriously, all I do in here is write about things that are far too personal for the internet. And right now, I really can't afford people getting an insight as to what's going on in my brain. You don't fucking need to know. Trust me.
So maybe once I'm "better" or whatever, I'll return, but right now I can'tdothisanymore. I can't do ANY FUCKING THING ANYMORE, and I just need to get my fucking life in order. I am absolutely through with letting people in. My life is only mine, I don't need anybody or anything else.
So, goodbye. I'm sorry for being a jackass. I'm sorry for wasting your lives.