So um... I couldn't sleep tonight. And so I thought I would read a bit more, cause you know just another chapter or two and then sleep.
So it's after 4am now.
And I'm done
and just wow
*sobs*
so hard to read the ending of this book.
And I feel just a little silly at how hard the death scenes hit me. I mean it's a work of fiction after all, not real, never has been, and never will be. But after so many years of writing fic and reading the books, and being a part of the fandom - I don't think most of us can help forming some sort of emotional tie to these characters.
And then of course my playing in an RPG doesn't help things. I play Colin Creevey, always knew he was a brave kid. And I have a special love of Fred Weasley - that was just the worst, of all the deaths. I mean seriously - I don't cry this hard in movies.
So I want to maybe write up a bit more comprehensive overview of the book, but I need sleep - I've got class in the morning (maybe ... if I go).
So more thoughts later