stares into space like a dead china doll
im pretty proud of myself. i havent been dieting but i have lost 10lbs in the past two months! yay me!
it makes me more excited that i was hired by horizon blue cross, and they have a fitness center in the building i am going to be in that i can use for free whenever i want...so im going to go and get in tip top shape.
dane is at an interview right now for a management position for american financial or something. he didnt apply..they just found him on monster. im a little worried. he has to dress proffessionaly everyday, and he looks really good when he dresses up, and i am sure he will be in charge of a group of people and if its a call center type environment a good portion will be girls. thats how it was at adelphia, and the horizon call center had a lot of females too. its because usually girls are more patient and empathetic, so they tend to get hired more than guys do in a call center environment.
anyway im trying really hard to just trust him, but all i can see is some skinny pretty girl hitting on him everyday. blah to that. i wish i wasnt so stubborn on things like this.
however tying into what my first few sentences are..maybe when i lose enough weight where im happy with myself i will have an easier time trusting him. i hope.
it makes me more excited that i was hired by horizon blue cross, and they have a fitness center in the building i am going to be in that i can use for free whenever i want...so im going to go and get in tip top shape.
dane is at an interview right now for a management position for american financial or something. he didnt apply..they just found him on monster. im a little worried. he has to dress proffessionaly everyday, and he looks really good when he dresses up, and i am sure he will be in charge of a group of people and if its a call center type environment a good portion will be girls. thats how it was at adelphia, and the horizon call center had a lot of females too. its because usually girls are more patient and empathetic, so they tend to get hired more than guys do in a call center environment.
anyway im trying really hard to just trust him, but all i can see is some skinny pretty girl hitting on him everyday. blah to that. i wish i wasnt so stubborn on things like this.
however tying into what my first few sentences are..maybe when i lose enough weight where im happy with myself i will have an easier time trusting him. i hope.