Let’s count together the ways my day fucking sucks ( Read more... )

Being awake is nothing more than a constant reminder that I would prefer to be asleep! I really just wish i could figure out what I am doing wrong so that I can correct it and hold on to some hope of a life in the future.

Out.

Well not much to say and I am quite sure almost no one will ever be reading this. I hate being awake as of yet. I spend all of Christmas with my family pretending to be happy and wind up needing a break from the vacation I am on. I hate feeling as though I have nowhere to go. I can't go home because my situation only makes the person there upset. ( Read more... )