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day 5: still the same. i feel like one might after a week of constant bong hits. burnt, fuzzy, cloudy, what have you. i cannot shake out the cobwebs from my brain.
i plan on going to the doctor today. i swear to god, if they tell me it's psychological (which is what 10 of 11 doctors told me last time) i will punch them in the groin.
it's only 8 am and i have already heard the words "if you need to go out on disability" leave my mother's mouth.
i am only 24 years old.
this should not be an issue.
after some thought i realized i have been getting progressively more and more tired over the last 3 weeks or so. maybe it wasn't that i wasn't getting enough sleep. right now it doesn't matter if i sleep for 15 hours or for 2 hours. i still feel completely and utterly exhausted.
fuck.
i plan on going to the doctor today. i swear to god, if they tell me it's psychological (which is what 10 of 11 doctors told me last time) i will punch them in the groin.
it's only 8 am and i have already heard the words "if you need to go out on disability" leave my mother's mouth.
i am only 24 years old.
this should not be an issue.
after some thought i realized i have been getting progressively more and more tired over the last 3 weeks or so. maybe it wasn't that i wasn't getting enough sleep. right now it doesn't matter if i sleep for 15 hours or for 2 hours. i still feel completely and utterly exhausted.
fuck.