Problems
So, I've got a problem. Like that's anything new.
My life is turning into a bad paperback. There's this guy, PS, that is really sweet, really funny, really nice. We've sort of been flirting for a while and we're kind of on the cusp of starting a relationship. He's my intellectual equal, we get along smashingly, and he's a darling. However, I'm not really attracted to PS physically. In the scheme of things, he's more like a brother than a boyfriend. I'm really lonely, though, and I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to a lot of the time.
There's another guy, TN, who is great. He's also sweet, funny, and nice. He's extremely smart. I am attracted to him physically as well as mentally. However, he's older than me (He's in his early 20s, I'm 17 in October) and that's a problem. Not for me personally, but it's a lot more difficult to start anything in this society with an age difference like that. He seems like such a great guy, and I'm really into him, but I'm worried that if I pursue something I'll get rejected (Which isn't that bad) or worse, something WILL happen but my parents will freak out.
ARGH. This sucks. Whatever, I'm gonna go edit this short film I'm making for English class. Later.
My life is turning into a bad paperback. There's this guy, PS, that is really sweet, really funny, really nice. We've sort of been flirting for a while and we're kind of on the cusp of starting a relationship. He's my intellectual equal, we get along smashingly, and he's a darling. However, I'm not really attracted to PS physically. In the scheme of things, he's more like a brother than a boyfriend. I'm really lonely, though, and I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to a lot of the time.
There's another guy, TN, who is great. He's also sweet, funny, and nice. He's extremely smart. I am attracted to him physically as well as mentally. However, he's older than me (He's in his early 20s, I'm 17 in October) and that's a problem. Not for me personally, but it's a lot more difficult to start anything in this society with an age difference like that. He seems like such a great guy, and I'm really into him, but I'm worried that if I pursue something I'll get rejected (Which isn't that bad) or worse, something WILL happen but my parents will freak out.
ARGH. This sucks. Whatever, I'm gonna go edit this short film I'm making for English class. Later.