i need you so much closer
I would like to go on record saying yesterday was a huge day for me. I made some big life decisions and have been getting things rolling with them. I've had time to think about them but things are moving fast. Everything is constantly moving fast, especially lately. Life comes at you fast. Unless you're doing pushups, that shit takes forever.
If I continually do pushups life will slow down and I will be ripped. Perfect plan.
Reagans moving out. Which wasn't really a question, but it is happening a lot faster than I had planned. It's maybe the best thing for now. I'm getting room mates, it'll be with my friend Austin and his boyfriend. I've been thinking about it for a few weeks. Ideally I want to be able to live on my own, but with where I live and my current income that's not an option. This works out because we will be splitting the cost of the house three ways and it'll be nicer and cheaper than anywhere else they could stay and I can stay in the house I love. It also sounds like Austin would be interested in buying this house when I am ready to move (which will now be more than a year which is a huge relief to me).
We had a long talk about boundaries and living situation things and I feel good about it. I'm excited for Austin and Miki to meet.
It'll be a definite change, but I'm excited. New has been good lately, I'm not so afraid of change anymore. Side eyes at the past year or so of my life.
It'll be like a cool little house of gay people and that sounds pretty fun to me.
I also had a big talk with Miki about just general things and I feel really good about everything, I already felt good about everything but now I feel extra good?? I'm not a wordsmith.
I'm proud of myself and the person I'm growing into and I feel like I'm making big strides for me. Needless to say I also pat myself on the back for having normal interactions with people and not eating candy until I'm sick. I like to celebrate all my victories, big and small!
I feel confident moving forward, which is good because that's our only option.
If I continually do pushups life will slow down and I will be ripped. Perfect plan.
Reagans moving out. Which wasn't really a question, but it is happening a lot faster than I had planned. It's maybe the best thing for now. I'm getting room mates, it'll be with my friend Austin and his boyfriend. I've been thinking about it for a few weeks. Ideally I want to be able to live on my own, but with where I live and my current income that's not an option. This works out because we will be splitting the cost of the house three ways and it'll be nicer and cheaper than anywhere else they could stay and I can stay in the house I love. It also sounds like Austin would be interested in buying this house when I am ready to move (which will now be more than a year which is a huge relief to me).
We had a long talk about boundaries and living situation things and I feel good about it. I'm excited for Austin and Miki to meet.
It'll be a definite change, but I'm excited. New has been good lately, I'm not so afraid of change anymore. Side eyes at the past year or so of my life.
It'll be like a cool little house of gay people and that sounds pretty fun to me.
I also had a big talk with Miki about just general things and I feel really good about everything, I already felt good about everything but now I feel extra good?? I'm not a wordsmith.
I'm proud of myself and the person I'm growing into and I feel like I'm making big strides for me. Needless to say I also pat myself on the back for having normal interactions with people and not eating candy until I'm sick. I like to celebrate all my victories, big and small!
I feel confident moving forward, which is good because that's our only option.