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Copy/Pasted from a post elsewhere. People were complaining about the lack of a post. x.x
OK, since I haven't really been treating this blog like I should, (I'm so ashamed. XD), I decided I'd actually post something about what's been happening lately so people could get an idea of how boring my life really is and stop bitching that I don't update this thing. (They COULD check my LiveJournal. Not like I really update that, though...)
Personally, it's been really sucky. I KIND of had a boyfriend for five days. That is by far the shortest "relationship" I've ever been in. My longest was three years. The reason I'm saying "KIND of" and "relationship" is because even though he's the one who originally started saying it was a relationship he informed me he never really thought of it as one and saw us more as "friends with potential."
Now, there is no more potential, I'm sad to say. I still consider him a friend, but I know we'd never work out. I'm sure he thinks the same way. If he doesn't, I'm going to feel so bad for saying all of this. o.o
I also feel really dumb for actually thinking we were IN a relationship. Maybe he never did ask me. I do tend to "remember" things that never happened. It's so annoying when it happens, too. But yes, feeling dumb. The norm.
Think I'll just go back to my belief that I'm not meant to find someone and just be happy being myself. Now, don't think that I'll blow off the chance entirely if it comes up. I just won't obsess over it. I've never really obsessed over it. Not until recently. But now I know exactly how dumb that is. My life shouldn't revolve around something such as that. There's someone I like, sure, but I won't obsess over that.
I will, however try and figure out what the Hell I'm going to do my Excel project on, though.
OK, since I haven't really been treating this blog like I should, (I'm so ashamed. XD), I decided I'd actually post something about what's been happening lately so people could get an idea of how boring my life really is and stop bitching that I don't update this thing. (They COULD check my LiveJournal. Not like I really update that, though...)
Personally, it's been really sucky. I KIND of had a boyfriend for five days. That is by far the shortest "relationship" I've ever been in. My longest was three years. The reason I'm saying "KIND of" and "relationship" is because even though he's the one who originally started saying it was a relationship he informed me he never really thought of it as one and saw us more as "friends with potential."
Now, there is no more potential, I'm sad to say. I still consider him a friend, but I know we'd never work out. I'm sure he thinks the same way. If he doesn't, I'm going to feel so bad for saying all of this. o.o
I also feel really dumb for actually thinking we were IN a relationship. Maybe he never did ask me. I do tend to "remember" things that never happened. It's so annoying when it happens, too. But yes, feeling dumb. The norm.
Think I'll just go back to my belief that I'm not meant to find someone and just be happy being myself. Now, don't think that I'll blow off the chance entirely if it comes up. I just won't obsess over it. I've never really obsessed over it. Not until recently. But now I know exactly how dumb that is. My life shouldn't revolve around something such as that. There's someone I like, sure, but I won't obsess over that.
I will, however try and figure out what the Hell I'm going to do my Excel project on, though.